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FoldI don't want   
I don't need   
I don't deserve.   
My mother.  
 
My self.  
 
My self.  
 
My self.  
 
My prison   
My home  
 
My fear   
My lies.  
 
I don't want.  
Don't need.  
Don't deserve.  
 
My hate.  
 
My fear.  
 
My anger.  
 
My tantrums.  
 
I DON'T want.  
 
I DON'T need.  
 
I DON'T DESERVE.  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
to live. Fold
by ~CharlesAndMaggie
Eat shit and die.I look at   
all the things I can't eat.  
 
 
all the things I can't wear.  
 
all the comments I can't brush off.  
 
 
all of my half truths  
and  
lies.  
 
I look at my reflection   
sometimes   
and mostly I'm ashamed.  
 
 
I compare myself to her  and her  and her   
and I know I'm so much better-   
like comparing a perfect cactus to a plain rose.  
(I, too, am a joke.)   
and then I shake at my own inadequacy.  
 
Comparing a lean to and all it symbolizes  to a well fur Eat shit and die.
by ~CharlesAndMaggie
SodomyI am sorry.   
I suppose I owe you an explanation,  
Though you have never asked for one.  
 
I am so, so sorry.   
I don't really know how to come out and say it-  Hell, I can't even make myself understand.  
 
But I mean it-   
I am so very, very sorry.   
What the fuck ever.  
I can't do any better than this.  
 
I'm fucking sorry.  
 
I'm not asking for forgiveness  Your convictions against me never mattered.  And I'm not asking for pardon  
Honestly, if you let me do it again,  
You're not really worth my time.  And I'm Sodomy
by ~CharlesAndMaggie
Exaltation on a Cold Floor
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It's Not Like I Expected Anything Different

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:06 AM
One crushing disappointment, dealt with with quiet sombriety, after another.

You just learn to let it slide off you like water on a duck's back, let it leave nothing but cool trails of what it once was, let it roll off and hit the ground and make a puddle at your feet and hope the water doesn't rise too fast for you to keep up with and you take it one day at a time and just hope and hope and hope that it gets better eventually.

You do little things that don't matter to make yourself feel better, and you just pretend there's nothing wrong and you make yourself not care and call that desolation Peace.

As I was going down the stairs,
I met a man who wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today-
I wish,
I WISH,
He'd go away.

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They call me Super Danger for irony. My name is Jennifer. I'm an anarchist, most importantly. I'm a lot of things after that, too. I'm a punk, a hippie, a Juggalo, a philosopher, a vandal, an artist, and I have a lot of personality flaws.
I'm very open, prone to disdain of society lol, I have terrible self esteem and a God complex; I love music, horses, and pot. I could talk about any combination of the three for HOURS. I'm a grammar Nazi and a hypocrite.
I'm southern, born and bred, and I'm torn between hating the ignorance and bigotry and loving the culture and heritage.
Whatevs.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Georgia
  • Interests: Punk, politics, animals, culture, pot, whatever.
  • Favourite movie: SLC Punk!, Forrest Gump, I <3 Huckabees, Requiem for a Dream.
  • Favourite band or musician: Leftover Crack, Rancid, ICP, Bright Eyes, outlaw country...
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk is my opium, Psychopathic Rap is my crack. Everything else is great too.
  • Favourite artist: That fellow who painted the poker dogs.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Larry McMurty, Steven Chbosky, S.E. Hinton, Marjorie Rawls, Tolkien, T. S. Eliot
  • Operating System: Windows.
  • MP3 player of choice: Whatever works.
  • Personal Quote: Babies don't die from broken hearts.
  • Tools of the Trade: Any blank surface, pencils, sharpies, things I can scratch with...

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=IsaiahS Nov 20, 2009, 3:56:27 PM
Yoooooooooooooo
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:huggle::iconifeelfluffyplz::icontardsinloveplz:thanks for the faves!!!:glomp::iconlovesplatplz:

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*eaross Nov 18, 2009, 7:06:03 PM
Thank you for the fav! :wave::glomp:
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~Penny52 Oct 17, 2009, 3:02:37 PM
Thanks for the fave! :)

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~cherry-kizzes Oct 16, 2009, 5:45:53 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~Deathness72 Aug 8, 2009, 10:45:27 AM
Tank yoo, tank yoo for da +fav. You sound like a very well-defined 16-year-old. Be careful...brains like yours often realize a bit more than humans should. You fascinate me, kiddo. I'm glad you faved that stencil. I'ma add you.

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~CharlesAndMaggie Aug 9, 2009, 3:38:47 PM
Thank you, too.
=)
You seem really interesting lol.
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~Accidents-And-Apathy Apr 12, 2009, 6:17:01 AM
Heyy, thanks so much for the fav on my one shot. :hug:

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I don't need him anyway. Sweetie, he's yours for the taking.
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~SmallChange Mar 13, 2009, 10:31:28 AM
Thanks for the comment! :)

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